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Hello , sorraaaaaaaayeeeee !
You guys miss me or not ?
If you guys dont , might as well i leave my blog dead -.-
Hahah kidding .
So yea , i miss blogging .
It has been a long time since i last sit infront of the laptop for such a long timee .
Grr , i have been very very extremely busy with Babies , Mummy & puasa ^^
I spend my day very wisely okaay till ive got no time to update my blog or even check fb .
Pathetic right me ? Busy women . Lols .
Im like going out every single week .
My Fridays are always lined up with outings its either with my schoolmates/babies/neighbours , Saturdays & Sundays is the only time that i can spend long hours with my mummy .
Frankly speaking , i have numbers of images to upload but i just dont have the time to do so .
Sorry peopoooleeeee , ily .
Theres too many precisely . Thang it !
I have to handle many stuffs which i think im able to handle .
Firstly : that indon bxtch .
Secondly : father .
Thirdly : puase .
The most heartpain is the first oneeee .
Im starting to hate her since i know that she has been creeping into my room quietly without asking permission & just take my fan away when her sister came to break fast .
I was not around if i was , i'll surely yell at her sia .
Takde hegeh punyaaa .
Benci sia minah indon !
I dont want to elaborate stories about her , waste my energy & time .
What i know is im pissed of with her .
I'll kill her slowly , not as in Kill murder uh . Hahas .
Babies , i'll be moving out from Bedok end of this year MAYBE .
Do miss hanging around in this sick-o house .
This year's fasting month is not great as before .
I spent a lot of money on food , take-away food i mean .
Well mummy is not around at home to cook dishes , only that bxtch .
I rather waste money buying foods outside . Serious , NO JOKE .
But but i miss break fast-ing with mummy & brother .
Brother is in the forest drilling (NS) whereas mummy ends work approximately at 7.05pm .
Who am i suppose to break fast with ? Sad kan ? Heee , it doesnt matter lahs .
Irah Baby offered me to break fast with her for numerous timeee so does Rippa Baby but im just shy and i dont feel nice eventhough i know their family members .
Thanks babies , you're the best . Promise one day we'll be break fast-ing together alright ? ^^
Most of my babies/neighbours/classmates/schoolmates had gone to Bazaar Geylang already .
When can i go there ? I wanna go with mummy (:
Im like soooooooooo outdated -_-
On the 6th of August right after school i have an outing to Helix Bridge .
Went there with Atiqah , Eiffee Baby , Rippa Baby , Aqilah , Anuar & his friend name Zaidi .
I had tremendous fun there , especially at Marina Bay Sands . Haha , do recall kay friends ?
After slacking & act like retards , we went to Marina Square to grab a bite .
Most of us were hungry at that time , done eating then we went off to Marina Steps .
Rippa Baby & Anuar smokeeey smokeeeey .
When i was talking to Eiffee Baby i can feel that Rippa Baby is crying , so me & Eiffe Baby walk to her & my feelings was rigth .
Caught her red handed crying , she still cant get over Ian's loss & she regret doing something that she's not suppose to .
Kalau tau diam diam sudah eh .
After they finsih smoking , we went on our separate ways .
Rippa Baby , Aqilah & I took bus number 10 home .
I ask Ashwyn to fetch me at the bus stop , eerie okaaay .
He send me home , keep on disturbing me !
& he tak mengaku yang dier sengaje nak pelok me , nabei .
On the 9th of August , i head down to Raffles Place just to accompany her .
She was with her neighbour , Shaid & his friends .
I pity her so much till i came late but atleast i meet her up eh .
Actually i was lazy & did not want to join neither her nor my schoolmates uhs .
Made friends > watch fireworks > proceed to City Hall > Marina Square > meet my schoolmates .
Most of them proceed to the Swamp whereas me , Rippa Baby & Khabir wants to eat .
So we walk all the way to Peninsula's McD instead coz Marina Square & Raffle's Mc full house .
Oh yaa , was walking pass Marina Square's Mac
& then me and Rippa Baby saw a tall tall guy .
Nickname : Spadey Lautner .
Erm he's kinda hot BUT not my type , hee . He looks scary because his tall , just like Syah .
Took picture with Khabir & Rippa Baby , off home .
When i was otw home in bus num 12 , the bus break down .
Its like bloody laaaaaaaaateeeeeeeee at night .
Luckily Khabir was with me .
&& came across with Adeha , damn i miss him liao !
Talk to him for awhile only ):
14th of August ; went to Eunos Petal Garden with Haziqah Baby , Wan , Wati , Fauzi & Ira .
There's YOG Opening Ceremony there , an estate celebration .
Free flow of drinks & tidbits upon flashing your tickets . Haziqah Baby has 4 tickets .
She collected the goodie bag & gave me onee ! thanks thanks .
We break fast at the McD there , i bought McSpicy Upsize Meal .
Took pictures & blablaablaaaa .
Saw Syed Hussein Alkadri at the void deck , he was alone , smokinnnnng .
I pretended not to see him but i cant resist of texting him & ask him whether its him .
I have itchy fingers ! i hate it .
We meet for awhile and then i texted him after he left , i said this : Oi ! Orang nak hug .
Right after i send him that msg , he came with his skateboard & then we hugged .
I felt like crying when i hug him , only god knows how i feel .
Im ashame of myself , i dont know how to face him at that time . I made a big mistake .
I regret it , nowwww KARMA .
Haish , he share with me his recent life stories about him at SOHO .
Drink & got drunk , a girl waited for him to reach Pasir Ris for 45minutes .
If only he had notice that i was quiet when he told me about the girl waiting for him .
My mood totally sank when i heard about that girl .
I guess im jealous ? Hmm weird .
Nvm , let him be . He leads his own life , im not gonna interfere anymore .
Im backing off .
So guys , dont tend to persuade me & ask me for my number because im not interested after Einn & dumbdumb left .
Dumbdumb was the one whom made me forgets Einn but dumbdumb is out of my life now so Einn is like coming back on my head/mind/heart .
Im a liar , i said that im over him but apparently im not .
He still keeps my pictures in his phone & wallet , how sweet is that ?
I only left with the bracelet :/
I nak you balek boleh ?
Nahh , ive made a decision to back off coz i know those girls that you're contacting with can make you much more happier then how i did .
I just want you to be happy , deep inside im dying .
The night when i meet him , before i go to bed , i cried . I miss him bloody hell much !
Oh tuhan , ampunilah segala dosa ku terhadapnya . Aku mengaku aku telah melukai hatinya .
Dia telah menjaga ku dengan baik dan penuh kasih sayang . Buka kan lah pintu hati nya kepada perempuan lain yang lebih mulia daripadaku . Aku telah menerima segala balasan akibat menyakiti hati seorang lelaki yang menyayangiku , risau atas keberadaan ku . Berikanlah aku kekuatan setelah aku telah menerima balasan daripada mu . Walaupun dia memarahi ku , aku tahu yang dia sebenarnya tidak sampai hati melakukan perkara sebegitu . Aku mengakui bahawa aku masih sayangkannya namun apa daya , dia bukan milik ku lagi . Tak lama lagi , dia akan disampingi perempuan yang berkali-kali baik daripada ku . Aku berharap perempuan itu akan menjaganya dengan penuh kasih sayang .Amin .
Okaay , im done .
takecare (: