Hello .
Basically im tired , eyes paaaaaaain .
Many many paaaaaaaaaain . hahas .
Just finish eating , mummy cooked Chicken Curry♥ .
Went to TM & CS just now , bought my hair accessories .
Total up $9.60 i spent , only for my hair .
Mummy dont mind .
After buying my stuffs we headed to OCK to buy Curry'O & then to Cheers to get a drink .
Walk to the Inter & board 292 to Tamp house .
Reached home > eat Curry'O > watched tv > talk with mummy , laugh with her > replied messages > off tv > wriggle on the floor > sing a song > watched tv > go toilet > get dressed > bus-ed home > home & now blogging & chatting .
Oh yeah , those pictures up there is captured just now . Cute ?
Thanks to my mummy/photographer.
Shahirah Baby :
Babe , sorry tak bilang kau .
Aku malas nak bobal pasal hal aku kat phone .
Aku memang dah blog psl tu post so might as well kau bace & faham bile bace .
Aku tknk repeat2 lagi citerkan kat Babies♥ aku biler dorang tanyer .
Im fine now sayang .
Actually sumer salah aku .
You cant blame him for this , bukannyer aku nak side dier uh but its my own stupid mistake .
Pasal aku , kiter break .
My stupid decision made me drown in sorrows .
He is such a nice boyf when i was with him , he take really good care of me .
Aku pernah bilang kau kan mase aku tak angkat call & reply his messages , dier datang rumah carik aku by cab .
I feel so bad at that time , he cried & worried like hell .
I appreciate what he has been doing .
Aku sayang dier because his just diff from my other ex's .
Kau pon tau , aku nak lelaki yang boleh jage aku .
He taught me many things .
Eventhough dier pernah sakit kan hati aku , i still sayang him .
Aku tak kesah kalau dier sakitkan hati aku pasal aku pernah sakitkan hati dier jugak .
So its fair .
Aku sayang mummy , kau , Rippa , Eiffee & Amov more then him tau .
Kalau korang ade apape , aku letak Einn tepi sia .
Walaupon dier marah/sindeh/jealous , aku tak kesah asalkan aku dapat spend time ngan korang .
It hurts him , i know .
Mase aku ngan dier , aku ade contact jantan lain tak ?
Im faithful towards him , i will only reply people when they texted me .
Orang nak , orang carik aku . Buat ape aku carik orang kan ? Macam kau jugak (:
I know that he didnt mean to hurt me recently , he just wanna repay back what i did to him last time i guess .
(what goes around comes around uh , mcm gitu gitu )
There's no point to be mad b .
Aku okay je kan , tapi kenape kau pulak mengamok ?
Aku tau kau tak suke aku sedih/pasrah pasal kau sayangkan aku .
& Aku pon tau kau sayang aku gilerbabi thats why you are feeling this way .
Takyah pikir apape lagi lah pasal aku ngan dier .
Get rid of those hatreds in your brain okaaay ? :)
Biar orang buat kite , jangan kiter buat orang .
Forgive&Forget suaa .
Im leading my life , not you or others .
Same goes to you kan ?
You know i tak suker orang masok campor in my hal but some parts aku tau korang takleh take it & mesti nak masok campor .
Soooooooo takyah lepaskan geram/marah kat aku atau dier kay sayangs ?
B , its not the right time yet to move on .
You know its hard kan ?
Cause i bet you ever feel the same way too .
Iyunni , rmmbr ?
You always wanna avoid him , but you cant .
Tangan kite memang taktau dudok diam , mesti nak kene reply messages .
Hahah , agree tak ngan aku ? :D
Aku maseh sayang dier & nak dier balek .
Kalau aku ader prob & aku tak share ngan korang maknenye aku share ngan blog aku OR the opposite .
Hahaha , ada paham sayang ?
I'll keep updating my blog & let you guys know how im doing (probably) .
Jangan benci orang kalau taknak orang bencikan kiter kay ? remember my words .
Sayang kau .
Thnks baby ♥