No matter how much i cried , it wont make any difference .
You disappoint me & i feel neglected like how you use to feel last time .
Im drowning in my own tears , im tired of all this .
I know i hurt you too much till you are in deep thoughts because you are afraid that im gonna hurt you even more in future .
I dont want to plead anymore .
Its your life , you decide .
Im no one .
Im born not to be loved by guys .
Im a heartbreaker , im a bitch that you can anyhow ditch . RIGHT ?
My tears are drying up very soon , my eyes are very baggy .
I have not been sleeping that well lately .
I slept 4am in the morning & wake up at 11am , E V E R Y D A Y .
Suffering some sickness probably ?
You wouldnt care if die or even if I suffer .
Added up a close friend of my ex & guess what , at first she accepted & write something on my walls then she deleted me .
Great eh?
I think she has some feelings on you .
She adore you .
Im in major pain now !
Arent you satisfied ?
Should i just give up on you ?
Because i know that we cant be together afterall .
You dont want to give me another chance .
Please dont make me wait , i want a straight forward answer .
If you want me , im willing to accept you back .
Or else let me go cause i dont want to be hurt anymore .
You ask me to message you , i did but you didnt even care to reply me .
Your favourite excuses : im busy & my phone died .
Its not the right time to move on , im not ready .
Looking at your fb profile makes me cry , you've change alot .
Theres nothing more except memories now .
i love you too much to let you go , i guess i have to.
You are showing attitude some how like you want me to let go of you .
Hope you are happy with your new life .
Im gonna be the same girl that you've known .
A heartbroken girl .
Takecare .





A Song For You > http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=61ovoGYAhnQ
Lyrics below ( Sanggupkah Bersabar Sayang ) .

Sanggupkah kau bersabar sayang
Untuk bersama diriku
Dalam menempuh dugaan
Yang serba mencabar

Sanggupkah bersabar sayang
Susah senang bersamaku
Semoga kau tak menyesal
Berkawan denganku

Sedarkah engkau
Hidup aku serba kekurangan
Oh cuma yang ada
Kasih yang ikhlas untuk dirimu
Usahlah kau memaksa
Apa yang aku tak mampu lakukan
Jikalau engkau benar menyayangiku
Hendaklah engkau bersabar

Kau harus memahami
Jiwaku dan hidupku
Barulah engkau akan mengerti
Tiada gunanya kita bertengkar
Hanyalah merenggangkan hubungan kita

Kita hanya mampu merancang masa depan
Tetapi Tuhan yang menetukan segalanya
Kiranya kau sudah tak mampu bersabar lagi
Apalah dayaku
Tak mampu diriku menahanmu

Sanggupkah bersabar sayang
Menunggu diriku ini
Berikanlah aku ruang
Berteduh dihatimu
Untuk selamanya

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