Hey im back updating .
See the class photo up there ?
We're so bonded riggggghht .
Sad to say that Im retained & 314 will be separated ):
Haish , this year is the only year that i felt that my class is the best !
My classmates are amazing in every different ways , i just love them .
Results breaks 314 apart , breaks into 3 .
Promoted , Advance , Retain .
Im ended up in 314 again next year & i swear next year's 314 is not gonna be the same as this year's .
Sad huh ? Im very saaaaaaaaaaaad , idk whyy im feeling this way .
Thanks Syafiqah , SisterBabeDenise , SisterBabe Sue Li , SisterBabeSherlyn , BestBrother Raimov , Hakim , Aqilah , Syahidah , Hwee Mian & more for comforting me , waited for me , cheers me up , encourage me & bla blaaa blaaaaa .
314'10 , you're in my heart .
Things are gonna be different next year huh .
I do not own any time machine , if i own one i'll surely turn back those unwanted time )':
Im retained because of my attendance when i was on mc for such a long time , the principle understands that so she gave me another chance to buck up on some lessons that ive missed .
I really had a great time talking to Mr Azlan , my all time favourite teacher .
I break down on the spot when i heard that i had been retained .
He talks to me , share with me some life stories of his , words of encouragement .
He says that he dont want me to be ended up like Neena or Lina because they gave up on their selfs .
I believe in myself so i wont be like the two ladies , i promise cher .
Mr Azlan believes in me the most among the retainers , he says that im hardworking despite being sick .
He knows that one day i will succeed in my studies & maybe follow his footsteps .
He had gone through many hard times in life and now he's taking his phD , congrats cher .
You're my inspiration (:
Many teachers stood up for me , they want me to get promoted but decisions are already made & i accept it .
I cried for the whole entire day is not because i dont want to get retained , its because that i keep on thinking about the 314's .
We may be troublesome at times but in fact we love each other .
I couldnt imagine how the atmosphere would be like in next year's 314 >.<
Oh whatever it is 314 , stay close with each other alright ?
Hmm well , i told mummy that i was retained right after she came home .
First she sounds mad but after im done explaining she's fine .
OMG , She cried when im explaining to her & i cried too .
She's my inspiration too , maybe at times i have been disappointing her alot but this time its all up to me .
Its my life , she say just do whatever the best for me & she will keep on supporting me .
Thanks mummy for the words of encouragements , you are one in a million & i love you alot !
She is really understanding , ive never regret having a mum like her .
I told her about 314 & i think that she really knows how i feel/love them .
Browsing some photo's of 314 in SisterBabe Sue Li's album make me cry .
Im gonna miss everything about 314 , i sweaaaaaaaaar !
Serves me right coz i have always been putting aside my 5 times daily prayers , tuitions .
I have to reschedule my life .
Holidays will be packed with tuitions , religion classes , gym & one month 2/3 times going out with friends if they ask me out otherwise will be busy with studies or impromptu plans .
Pfft , im having major headaches & my eyes are like goldfish -.-"
Been crying alot due to classmates , but nvm .

I think im done for now .
This post is typed out with all my heart & my tears are rolling down my cheeks .
I LOVE YOU 314 )':

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